Another long night up. Rape on the mind. Mind-rape? I wish... When things fall apart who is left to pick them up when the strongest of us has fallen only minutes before? Have faith in me. I try to be strong... I know that some people rely on my smile at school and I always get worried txt's when I am not in class. It makes me feel important but at the same time I know people use me only as a crutch... a TOOL for standing because you are too WEAK... on your own. I know I am a hypocrit for saying that but it is true. Just like a rope bride in an Indiana Jones movie, I can only hold so many men, horses, jeeps, and tanks, before the bridge snaps and I send everyone to hell.
Just because you close your eyes doesn't mean the world disapears... Nothing means more to me then a hand in the dark clenched in mine. Even if it is JJ and he is wetting his pants nothing means more to me then the support that is so often lacking in my life. Thanks TM... I am sorry I have been dumping so much on you lately you just seem to be such a great person. There are alot of things I want to do. I want to be able to control a whole crowd with my mic... I want to write lyrics that noone can resist chanting... Live Love Burn Die.
Anytime Zach (: like i said I'm here for you.
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