Love

I once attempted to kill my self in a closet. I was talking to my very bestfriend I have ever had. She did something that no one else has ever done for me. She simply said she loved me and that she would do the same if I did... It made me stop. It made me cry because I could not see her even cry. I broke up with her a week later because she deserved so much better than me.
Its been about a year now but I'll never forget the long nights we spent on the phone, the tears you made me shed just because of the day you had. The things we know about eachother that no one will ever know. The things that remind us of each other. I will never forget the impact you made on my life. I love you more than anyone will ever know... But things have changed and we both know it.
You’re not the person that I knew back then
It’s all too late to set things straight cause
everything has been
You’re not the person that I knew back then
Lets try and act like this didn’t happen
Follow your friends like you ever had them
I try talking to you at times but I know my words will always reach the deafest of ears. I leave your pictures on my myspace as just a reminder of how much I had at one time. You were my rock and now your gone and my whole world has collapsed. I'll never love anyone ever again.